a frend in need...is a frend to bleed

15th february 2005

i couldn't sleep lastNite..
hell i couldn't even breath either...
presents a blur.....past a mess...
future is just another test....
i was in that mood..
that bitchBiatchin mood...
n i couldn't sleep...i couldn't breath..

i couldn't see lastNite....
hell i couldn't even focus either...
present was watery...past a crust...
future is not here to discuss
i was in that mood...
that slut wit no gut mood...
n i couldn't sleep...i couldn't believe...

i couldn't think lastNite.....
hell i couldn't even hear either..
present was needy...past a dust...
future is not ours to trust..
i was in that mood...
that i don't give a f**k mood...
n i couldn't sleep..i felt so deceived...


and so i called u...
don't want to feel misUsed..
don't want to love this abuse...

and so i hear u...
don't want to feel blue...
don't want another cue...

and so i feel u..
don't want to be loneLy..
don't even feel loveLy...

and so i missed u...
don't want to lose u...
don't think u would to...

then u sensed me...
n felt rite thru me...
u just let me be...
as blue as i could be...

then u healed me...
u breath rite thru me...
u just let me be...
as me as i could be....

u're all i need....
in this time to be freed...
u're my frend indeed...
u're myOne i will bleed..

always...

note2Self_ Like times of lost (next time it happends....)
justBreath n listen....justClose u're eyes n lookDeep....
n like lastNite...u will see...u will believe...of things up this sleeve...
that will help u breath.

cheers Nizar.!..(this ones for u)
*thanks*

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